inspiration

things i saw

13/9/25 21:36

look at this sweet little rat man we met in the park. tiny little man. small. so shaky he reminded me of ruby. and sculpture thats really good and nice.

made these things that i like

13/9/25 21:36

one of my lovely dogs i drew. so freeing. i loved drawing him. they are so beautiful and inspiring. and a picture i took as part of our first video project. i feel like i didn't challenge myself enough with the project. but while i was doing it it felt like i was, since i was trying really hard to keep it simple, one action, whatnot. but then i saw what everyone else did and mine didnt feel like enough. but now that i'm writing this i think i did good.

katja mater in het landhuis oud-amelisweerd

13/9/25 21:31

ik vind haar best wel cool. camera obscura creeerde een CRAZY atmosfeer. voelde veilig en zacht. voelde als nacht, als alleen zijn in de woonkamer als papa en mama al naar bed zijn gegaan.

allard pierson & paleis op de dam

1/9/25 12:31

natuurmuseum brabant

1/9/25 12:31

ik heb die rat aangeraakt en hij voelde zo ECHT maar er zitten dus wel botjes in??? ik snap even niet helemaal hoe taxidermie werkt. ik dacht eigenlijk dat er alleen schuim in zat.

ct scans of animal remains

30/8/25 10:59

beautiful ct (?) scans of egyptian animal remains at the Allard Pierson museum in amsterdam

creates some cool questions about organic matter vs. the digital imaging. the unnatural invasiveness of looking into their bones.
i think i'll try to focus on this area for a project this semester. i come back to animal remains pretty often and i would really like to dare to stay within that for a bit. it would be good for me to trust in a single concept and be able to explore it well :)
i've also got some ideas going. i want to make a ceramic little skeleton with fur around it. and i want to make stuff like that but with some sort of moving element. i was on an escalator a little while back holding the railing thing and there was a bump that the rubber went over and it felt like a little creature. so i want it to feel like that. sometimes you're allowed to touch the taxidermy in nature museums and it's sooo freaky because you can almost feel the bones. it's like, firm, and the fur is there and you can feel its body but it's cold and stiff but its eyes are open looking at you.... it always freaks me out. my rat pencilcase feels the same way.

monet's dedication to light and colour

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stedelijk amsterdam & kunstmuseum den haag

august 23rd 2025 13:19

pamela rosenkranz' work in the stedelijk. it was intriguing but i was kind of unimpressed? she had these lightboxes and water bottles with beige silicone in it. smeared mirrors and such. it felt a little lackluster though i'm not sure why. i liked these two works though also with how the reflection of the glass plays with the opulescence even more. and paintings from den haag. i also saw so many of mondriaans trees. i adore his trees and it was so cool to see them irl.

tower

august 23rd 2025 13:19

so fascinated by these power tower things. transmission towers. the shapes and structures. there's quite some different types i think even along the same power lines. it makes it seem like there's some sort of hierarchy. i came across one very up close on a walk with my dad and brother and it felt dystopian and also empyrean.

natuurmuseum rotterdam

august 23rd 2025 13:19

ended up in a nature museum! they get me so so excited . saw beautiful shapes and structures (and got reminded of this manta ray skeleton i saw online) and felt really weird about all the taxidermy!

magdalena abakanowicz in the noordbrabants museum

august 23rd 2025 13:19

went to go see this expo with norah. the big woven pieces were really indrukwekkend! my pictures do it no justice whatsoever the textures were so beautiful and even the smell in that room was cool. those creatures and the size in which she works i really should try more. i loved how multidisciplinary she was. i'm finding i really enjoy and respect that in artists and also in myself!!

traffic aesthetic x

august 23rd 2025 13:19

some of the road and traffic findings. it speaks to me... those distinct accidental shapes from wear and repair... i find it interesting the entire concept of traffic it is really quite crazy. it's so foreign.

manipulating the world with little machines please

august 16th 2025 15:07

i want to be able to do stuff like this so badly. i believe the 1st one was an audio reactive 3d scan made in touch designer. that person makes a lot of really cool things in touchdesigner. hand-controlled music and such kind of like imogen heap.
2nd one is i guess a projection onto water which also generated sound when touched. godddd flippp goshhh frickkk

cherries

august 16th 2025 15:05

picture my dad sent of the cherries he bought.
very enjoyable. cherry universe

gorgeous painting!

august 16th 2025 15:02

i love the technique. i miss painting
sort of mythological/cave painting shapes... glowy dreamy blending.... i especially like those overrendered apples or balls?? they really stand out with the rest of the style and remind me of videogames......

roads

august 1st 11:36

i am finding myself fascinated with roads and like road markings, damage patterns, and especially the shapes and texture of that tar type stuff they use to repair tears in the ground......

my pinterest saves lately

july 27 2025 14:48

moving images by generative technology (non ai, i think . ..,., i don't really ,,, get how that works), capturing nature & atmospheres, turmoil

these drawings with tender lines and aching captions always get to me